damn damn damn.

i really suck at telling people how i feel.

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im having a panic attack.
kind of severely.

how come these things come at me in huge waves.
i have a feeling that tomorrow im gonna be ultra depressed.
great.

me and david broke up saturday.
its crazy.
but definately needed.

and im moving to kentucky. really soon. as in the next couple of days.

im reading the fountainhead.
and so far its good.

oh, and tomorrow im 20.

i seriously don't know whats up with me waking up all early and watching infommercials that are so boring cause i've seen them a million times ( Read more... )

i have to go to another psychologist tomorrow.
because i have to join her bpd group.
haha.
i never update anymore.
im sorry for that.
i will try to update more.
i promise.
i got another tattoo....fyi.
anddddd
thats all.

love,
ashley

i made these pictures yesterday of laurel.
i like them.


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taken with my new macbook pro!


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im seriously crazy.

go google borderline personality disorder.