today was so much fun. if you didnt go to carlys you dont understand how bad of a dicision you have made. its was the most fun ive had in a long time. we played 13 alkaline trio songs. it was great. everyone had fun...even tho half of the people that were there have seen us or watch us frequently. thanks to everyone that watched us and had a great ( Read more... )

ive never felt so alone...ever...fuck school...fuck my parents...fuck everything...i just want to go to sleep one day and stay asleep for about a week. nothign can make me happy anymore. welll when im outside this house i can be happy. but in here. fuck that. every other word out of my mom and dads mouth is "you smoke you drink you got arrested you ( Read more... )

see...summers over...and summer to me is adolesence at its prime. all my growing up has stopped. i mean i have fun and i learn but the lessons i learn are not important. my friends are the reason i wake up in the morning, but i still feel like somethings missing. like...all my friends are awesome...but theres just one that i wish i had more with... ( Read more... )

ok...well..this section of the entry dedicated to the LLL ( Read more... )

go rent the movie true romance as soon as possible ( Read more... )

the following list is a list of shitty things that have happened lately ( Read more... )

so the cure was thursday...best thing ever, friday i just did stuff...like always...last night was saturday and do i have a story for you ( Read more... )

ok...welll...yesterday we were all around in andrews house with some beer and alchohol and having a great time when mark flipped a chair over and said to jen "i hope you get drunk and drive and die" out of nowhere so i walked out and i was pissed...i mean i knew this kid was depressed but i didnt think hed blow up on us now. so i walked out and ( Read more... )

well...lots of shitty things have gone down ( Read more... )

w00t ( Read more... )