hey everyone. laura i hope you are feeling better. it will take time but things can only improve from here. michelle, i hope youre feeling good. i hope you get your surgery. i miss you gals. when you see earline tell her hey and give her hug. no matter where i am or how much fun im having, part of me still always wants to be back home. ( Read more... )

i drove to the beach this afternoon after getting the oil changed in my car...packed and ready to camp. i sat on the beach for about two hours and then i just left and came back home. im not really sure what i was thinking. it just felt so good to drive my car with the windows down and the music loud. it was too windy for a late evening fish... ( Read more... )

ive been up since 7...i have cut enough grass today to make up for my whole life i think. my arms are still shaking from the weed eater, as sweat rolls off my body like im in a hot sona. i used to go in a sona with my friend amber..she would put eucalyptus oil inside the machine or whatever it is, and it would spray out into our lungs. im almost ( Read more... )

i got a job today doing construction. starting at 8 bucks an hour and raise in two weeks. they dont take out taxes so i will save all my gas receipts and tool receipts, clothes receipts, maybe my food receipts somehow..i can write all of this off at tax time. so even 8 bucks an hour without taxes is 320 bucks a week with 40 hours..work on ( Read more... )

today is wednesday. yesterday was tuesday. its almost 100 degrees here in this coastal, southern town. i am determined to live out my aspiration of a land, country oriented lifestyle. i feel that at this stage of my life, to settle, have my own mailbox, have my own telephone number, just to have my own space...this is very important all of a ( Read more... )

hello public entry. i am at laura's house in beautiful downtown hertford. i appreciate the water that surrounds me. laura just said her assss hurts. i hope for her ass to get well soon. she also says that my hair is getting so long, even though it feels so short. i am going to get a job this week, probably construction or nothing at all. i ( Read more... )

sleepy but happy, excited but confused...eager to see laura and michelle, missing earline and little leigh ann. happy to have jammed with mason, bill, and john. michelle..i havent spilled any beans, but i think he's surely interested. so laura, i did call tonite, will call tomorrow. cant wait to get high. earline, i miss you. you are like a ( Read more... )

up before the Sun...man, i havent seen this in a while. i went to the temporary job service this morning and waited for an hour and a half before realizing that i wouldnt be working today. that kind of sucks because i need some cash flow, but i do work tomorrow. it is now 9:30 am. im getting ready to go fishing. it will be my first fishing ( Read more... )