I have never felt such intense anger and hate before. I've been angry and frustrated. But right now, I feel like this is beyond normal. It's said no one can really hurt ur feelings unless u let them do it to u. I don't know why I'm letting a stupid girl make me feel like I wanna rip my own skin off. She's a demon in disguise of a beautiful girl. ( Read more... )

I have such a crazy life, it's amazing I'm alive today doing what I'm doing. I so badly always want the things that are too far from reach, yet close enough I can almost taste it all! It's not often I decide to be open about who I am with someone I want to be a big part of. I mean being intimately close. I guess what I'm saying is I'm a big chicken ( Read more... )

Yeah I know it's been a long time since I posted anything in this LJ of mine but I've been preoccupied. Mostly getting myself situated and trying to figure out where my life is headed. I'm pretty content with things but I want to be HAPPY! As in not just carrying myself low to the places I go... But really happy. Given that I'm in a position that ( Read more... )

That's the titlle of this one. Brief, but I wrote it specifically for my best friend becuase he never seems to find the girls of his dreams or anyone remotely close to it. ~sighs~... Someday he'll find what he's looking for. Unlike me, he won't settle for anything less than EXACTLY what he's looking for. I have faith in him finding what that is. As ( Read more... )

Although most of my writing revolves around that one person... I still from time to time write other things... Like this one piece that I started in hi-school and finished just recently. It's pretty much about me being tired and wanting to just stop everything. Again... no title... just writing. Someday I'll look back at my writings and give each ( Read more... )

I just decided to post this here cuz I have many things on my mind right now... namely the whole situation I'm in with helping my Thai friend. She's getting more and more pissy and I know for a favt she doesn't want to do things the way I want to. I'm about ready to move into the next phase of my life. But I can't... Not yet because I made the ( Read more... )

Well, it seems these days my main focus for writing revolves around one person. And that is A girl I met who's name is Ann. I might be reading too deep into this whole things between her and I. But... I am still interested in her. She may or may not be into me as I am her but, I guess that's just the story of my life. Always loving one sided. But ( Read more... )

My friend Norma is an Excellent artist, even though she begs to differ... and when I say beg, uoo man does she...... ~ahem~..... anyway... I used to love writing often. It's something that kept my mind off of most insane things going on in my life. I met someone at A.X. (anime expo 2005) that managed to bring out ideas in my head. As simple as they ( Read more... )

I appreciate music in the various forms it comes in. The rythme of clapping or snapping your fringers. The tapping on a table when you're bored or waiting for something.The music on the radio or cd player. With music, you can do so many things. Make people happy, wanna get up and dance, sometimes even just bob ur head up and down to the beats ( Read more... )

All i gotta say is Bee's computer can lick my crack, suck my hairy toes, and scratch the bottom of my nutts where the most moisture build up is located, like right at the bottom!!! Bee....... YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN!!! I had a pretty big amount of stuff to say and the window just CLOSED ON ME WHEN I WAS PUSHING ENTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PENIS DAMNIT!!!