So last Thursday I traded in my truck and bought a 2006 Civic Sedan. I enjoy it it and it gets more than 15 mpg, a lot more. That's all, since most people probably knew already. Now I have to make sure to avoid speeding tickets.

and it's weird, I'm smiling and laughing through it, trying to get past, but I can't fake my way out of it. I just have to wait it out until my body decides that its normal again. The mild vertigo will subside. THe intense fear that something is wrong will melt away and I will feel normal again. I have probably only had about 8-10 of these in 26 ( Read more... )

thank you marc and jamie, patrons at the office and staff at the Leucadian, you bought me enough drinks to hurt my head. Happy Birthday to me.

that I definitely needed to write a livejournal about and I totally forgot what it was.

So I woke up today at 2pm, grilled some burgers and ate them, got dressed and drove to Escondido to the theater where my brother works. I got a free ticket to see Mr. and Mrs. Smith, which i highly enjoyed, then my bro got me a ticket to see High Tension, whick sucked balls, review coming soon. Then my brother saw Lords of Dogtown with me, which ( Read more... )

So Morgan Spurlock, who was nominated for an academy award and won a directing award at Sundance for his documentary, "Super Size Me", has decided to produce and host a television show entitled "30 Days". Here is a Plot Outline: An unscripted, documentary-style program where an individual is inserted into a lifestyle that is completely different ( Read more... )

Nuff said about that. Most know what I'm talking about. Anyways, it'll work itself out. So I am thinking about finishing up my lowerd ivision at Palomar and then, before getting my bachelors in English at Cal State, I think I am going to attend a one year film school in either New York or preferrably London, England. Tuition is the same at both. I ( Read more... )

So I think I have gotten past my miserable stage. At least for now, having not seen her or talked to her since last thursday. But I am actually feeling good. I am definitely at a point of renewal where I feel like I need to start doing more things like writing more, doing more photography, start boxing(at least the training, but I don't really want ( Read more... )

I can't sleep. I can't take the quiet time alone with my thoughts. Every one is of her. There just has to be an explanation other than what I have been given, cause I don't know how to handle the thought of never being with her. I need to type just to keep from shaking. How can I be alone in this, she has to feel the same way. Tell me she is ( Read more... )

I don't know what hurts worse, my heart or my stomach. I just don't understand anymore. I don't know how to put into words how I feel or what happened. I may or may not be single. Things definitely are not the same now. I don't know where to go from here. Everything inside me aches and I feel like I may be left with nothing. I want to fix things. I ( Read more... )