these legs fail me now ( Read more... )

It bothers me how pathetic I've sounded as late. Hell I look pathetic writing this now. As cliché as it sounds, every romantic situation I come across lately doesn’t match moments spent by your side. I hate how bad I feel about sending you messages and getting updated on how you are. I hate bothering people when they don’t want to be bothered. ( Read more... )

GET A GRIP.

i'm going to be moving on. everything seems to be like a hallow dream ( Read more... )

i'm used to my horrible luck with women.

i have a hold on things

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deceiver, plain and fucking simple.

you better get your head on straight....or i'm walking out that door.

i'm so god damn sick of mind games.

hi, i've been updating in a real journal.

life is mediocre at best.

thats the beautiful thing about life: it changes so god damn fast.

you were here and now your gone...or something. i miss you and my heart is weak. but, you are happy.

stay that way....i like it when you smile.

the shifting of the ocean is everchanging.
just like life.

i don't think i have moved an inch. an inch from the position i was at a year ago. i'm almost 20 with very little insight to how things actually work. i never regret meeting you and i'm very happy to have grown with you. but, while the years take another breath from my body, you are at the door. in and out like a season ( Read more... )