i'm convinced i am not very good at timing.

i'm always a little late or way too early.

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build me back up baby.

i'm convinced i have been reduced to nothing.

i messed up, sure. i won't ever deny that. but, why can't you just let me go.

you don't love anyone but youself. don't try to tell me otherwise.

there will never be beauty in the words you speak. NEVER.

i have nothing here....

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god, i miss you.

so fucking much.

you're like a ghost now.

i have no idea what to do.

my roommate is moving out of my room today. i can't help but believe it had something to do with me. at least i hope it has no direct connection with me.

so, here it is again. the feeling of being alone becoming a haunting ghost again.

somehow, i know it'll start looking up. i'm not sure how but...it will.

i think i've changed.

yet...i don't see why that matters.

no girl will be the same.

i've messed up.

and now i think i'm going to have a disappear for a while.