fuck.

goddammit, fuck.

i miss
i've never been so lonely
as i was when you didnt know me
i had a dream
a dream that seemed
a lot like this
i never slept
quite so soundly
as i did
with you arms around me
i had a dream
a dream that

fuck.

k, so here's a crappy quote from a brandtson song, off their newest album. brandtson, for those who dont know, is kind of an emo band, that is sometimes awesome, and mostly crappy and embarrassing to listen to with other people. but i like them ( Read more... )

wow, so i actually did something tonight that i've been meaning to do for months ( Read more... )

so, during a cigarette break at work, i was feeling kinda pissed off and stressed, and i was enjoying a sweet nicotine reprise, when i looked up in the sky and noticed some birds. they were flying off into the etc etc, and doing the birdy thing. and they made me smile ( Read more... )

it's such a relief when you manage to delete entries and be 99.9% sure that no one has read them.

gotta quit the drink.

who could have known that the alcoholic brother of a guy who used to waiter for me, the alcoholic brother being a person that has and continually tries to steal from my restaurant, can play the drums? fucking well?

i dunno, but now i know.

and he's still gonna drink vodka in the bathroom of roma pizza.

even though he's been banned.

you know, i didnt want to jump into this whole political debate that's going on post-election day. some of you might have noticed that i've been absent from the discussions that have been going on in other people's live journals, though discussion is a generous word to use ( Read more... )

i learned a life lesson tonight.

exchanging phone numbers means nothing, when you know that you will never call each other.

think about it.

i feel as if there's no more right thing. there's no more shades of gray. there's no more fuzzy hazy line between right and wrong. instead, it's all just wrong ( Read more... )