I never thought I'd say this. Once a player, always a player. Move on, move up and move to what God has for me.

I do believe my life needs a change. and I do believe I need to think. Decesions to make.

Girls are scandales. Friends can't always been trusted. Karma seems to be coming back to me. All I want is a normal, simple life with a loyal girlfriend and loyal friends. Is that too much to ask?

life is filled with joy and karma...somehow the gods forgot to return to me my fair share of the good. just gave me a round of bullhonky.

You don't remember me but I remember you ( Read more... )

I linger in the doorway ( Read more... )

Hebrews 9:18-22 (King James Version ( Read more... )

so cold. colder. wow the house is cold. wish there was a way to heat it up, no not the physical temperature of the house itself but the atmosphere. Should call. call over holiday...nah wait till after...hope they will..will they...dinner...maybe...people who care...hmm...how many...a lot...not many...hmm...finish school...get a job...share feelings ( Read more... )

Kinda large but expresses my feelings right now. Boy need to do that more often, if only it wasn't so scary ( Read more... )

im sad. hope life gets better. I'm really in the valley right now and its hard to look to God for the way out. I remember a quote is the bible im trying to believe and hold to...it says that God will make a way out of troubles for those who trust him. And believe me on this one it is going to take God's help. May God help me indeed.