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okay, so mostly about al
this is the first time since before we left for canada that I haven't been with al. He went to TJ's to hang out with everyone again before he leaves, and I came home, i guess to relax, and get myself together. I've got to go get him so he can run in the morning. He's got to make his run time before he leaves. I'm so worried that he isn't ready ( Read more... ) -
for those who happen to care - prom
So, I realize i with held information regarding the prom for the most part. It went well, he left me a few times to talk to people, but its just cuz he got excited, and he always came back after a minute or two. Random people recognized me that I don't remember. And overall, the night was pretty fun, but somewhat... uncomfortable? Shelby was ( Read more... ) -
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I have things to say, but I won't, because I never do. I can't grasp the thought that Floyd is actually gone. I get sick every time I try. He said he's not like everyone else I've ever known, that he really will come back and visit... I let myself believe this from others, and came to the conclusion, its less painful to just let go... but I want ( Read more... ) -
putting off work.
I have to pee. Why is it that one person can say something to you, in a rude manner and it not bother you at all, and someone else can say the exact same thing in a nicer way, and you get angry. Not that that happened... but it has before. I find it odd. I find it a bit scary. and I find myself in need of going back to work before I get caught ( Read more... ) -
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I feel like sitting in a corner staring at the opposite corner... and humming. I think I'm really bored. And I miss Al. And Misty. And Ginny. And Erik. But not in that order. It seems like it's been forever since we all went and did something together. We should try to go do something together. I don't know what. But something. I hope ( Read more... ) -
and today I'm a journalist
I've written thirteen articles for work... today... woo... go me... but i have to leave to "represent" our department in about 45 minutes. I feel important lol. I have a special visitor. and it makes me happy but it makes me feel like death worn over. but i'm a happy death so its okay. but at least it explains why i randomly broke out in tears ( Read more... ) -
Pointless
Felt the need to say goodnight everyone... so... Goodnight Everyone. -
okay
so humanities turned out to be nothing compared to english... i just dropped english... i feel relieved and upset with myself at the same time.... but 14 hours is much more 'managable' and I'll have tuesday night and wednesday night to do my humanities homework as well as my abnormal psych and anthropology homework and that's just a lot more ( Read more... ) -
Does Excellence make for immortality?
Wow. My road rage is back... I don't know if its staying... but it's back. It took me 45 minutes to get from Al's house to mine. It's a fifteen minute drive. This stupid woman in front of me went 35 the WHOLE way. I want to kick her... wearing steel toed boots... with spikes. *twitch ( Read more... ) -
nervous child
Richard Simmons wakes me up. I figured it was worth a try. And it worked. I still want to drop English, and I haven't even gone to my first class. I undercooked my egg and it made me sick even though I didn't eat the part i undercooked. i just poked it. Ginnys mom backed into my car and I feel awful. Dad said he'd get an estimate as soon as ( Read more... )