this week has been an experiment. getting up super early with my kezia and getting two hours of practice out of the way before 9am. not easy. but rewarding. i'm physically exhausted, but satisfyingly so. i've had so many weepy moments of joy this week because i fell in love again. i've never felt so privileged in my life.

i am so incredibly excited to see ultimate fakebook this week. it's their reunion show and i finally get to see them!!! i love love LOVE them. they just bring back some (of the very few) wonderful memories i have of those awful teenage years. it's just such fun, happy, nerd-rock. eeep eep! well...and nathan and i met because of them. teehee ( Read more... )

my new/old califone!
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blemishes and scars aka healing (?)
muffin top
BELIEVE
confidence
putting up with stuff i probably shouldn't
clutter
busting out the splint
the guermantes way and augusten burroughs
daydreaming in my car
an utterly disgraceful lack of socks
void. still

it's pretty much whatever you wanna do...

well, my third year in kansas is underway, and i still love lawrence. i really do.

i just wanted to say that. i love you lawrence.

i'm plugging nathan's wonderful wonderful site for book-lovers.

readernaut.com (yeah, i don't know how to link, go figure.)

request an invite to be involved with the beta testing. he'll send you one, i'm sure!

riding my bike on the street...or just riding it to somewhere.

performing like a pro.

checking in just to say hi.

well, i don't know what else to do right now, so posting seems like a decent option ( Read more... )

i feel sad.

i'm not the only one who doesn't have it all, right?

tired of feeling like i'm just someone to pass the time with, who has nothing better to do than sit in the background ( Read more... )