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[bineinverlie]

due to a recent epiphany i may try to go 40 days 40 nights status... i really don't remember much of the movie, but I do remember the whole celibacy thing for a long time to get back to the human aspect of relationships rather than anything sexual. Had some great epiphanies today, which was a great change. This weekend was preettttyyy close to

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[kaktuskid]

I'm curious what your epiphany was about the 40 days 40 nights thing. I've had some interesting thoughts about the whole ordeal.

[bineinverlie]

my epiphany was pretty much my views on sexuality; not the 40 days 40 nights thing. i just think i've become desensitized to my sexuality and how i few females and stuff.... like its become 'not a big deal' to me and i want that to go away. I was watching a video of my human sexuality lecture and i just though of my first time and how much it meant then and how casual anything sexual is to me now. I hate that. sooo I'm going to try to go 30 days without any sexual-type contact of any sort... I'm on day 5 and it is roooouuuggghhher than i though it would be... i think mostly because i consciously can't look at any "sexual" image or anything...

[bineinverlie]

...and its a major test of my self control- i like to test that a lot. Also, I'm going vegetarian until next tuesday (i was doing vegan, but i realized this bread i was eating had whey in it)