HELP.

i'm in ana hospital.
i'm banned from getting out of bed.
got my own room.
got my own nurse.
not allowed to the toilet.
breakfast - toast & cereal
lunch & hot pudding
dinner & hot pudding
3 snacks of 200-300kcal
no drinks unless with sugar or fat

HELP.
what do i do?
how to trick them?
how to fool them?
tips & tricks?
i begg you.
xoxo

 i just got force fed apple crumble.

ground breaking stuff lmfao. 
im just not loosing anymore, and it sucks, im like 105lbs and thats stillll huge. 
grrr, no thinspo is helping and everyones in my ear. 
i cut like today for the first time in forever. 
i purged today for the first time in months. 
i took 6 anti depressents today
:/

not sure what it'll do
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i need to loose 12 pounds guys. 
bingo wings are becoming my arms. 
my flat tummy is no more. 
my thighs are huge. 
my calves revolting. 
you know, i like being thin, tiny, beeing able to see my ribs, hip bone. 
it gives me a kick. 
but now.. i need to loose more. 
6 stone. 
good for me. 
only another stone to go :D
encouragement please?