i hate myself and want to die

[bingqiling]

I don't know what's wrong with me. Does everyone feel this way at the end of a relationship, is it just me, or is it the nature of the relationship that makes me feel this way, I wonder? It's the same way I felt after a bad fight with Martin, sortof. I mean, if I'm thinking logically, I can see that this is not going to work. Besides the fact

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[evillord]

What's going on??? Let's talk about it soon! hugggggggggggggggg

[icariflight]

Yeah. Same damn thing happened to me when I broke up with Ken. Even in the midst of breaking up with the slimeball, I still had the urge to touch him the way I used to, as if I hadn't lost that privilege when I told him I'd been sleeping with Adrian.

As you say, though, it doesn't matter much as it doesn't change the fact that the relationship itself isn't being good for you. Bleh.

all righty. Time for me to stop running off my mouth, acting like I actually know what I'm talking about.

later,
M