i finally got a new computer(!) it's a mac power book, and currently sitting in it's box, looing marvelous next to my dresser. i decided not to open it until this weekend, when i'm done with all of the heinous homework i have to do, and i know about ucla and berkeley. (fingers crossed). of course, knowing my luck, i'll be that rare somebody who ( Read more... )

whenever i sneeze, i always sneeze at least twice. i've tried sneezing bigger on the first time, hoping that the second one will get sneezed out too. i've tried holding my breath and pinching my nose after the first sneeze so that my face looks like a tomato with eyes and a nose and lips. but nothing works. i guess i'm destined to be multi-sneezer ( Read more... )

my nerves are officially wracked. damn the uc system(!)

my computer is screwed up. it vascilates between 1904 and 2040 as its prefered year. it crashes at least twice a day, and it won't let me empty the freaking trash(!) i want to get my new one. i don't know why i'm hesitating... i know which one i want, and i'm certainly a compulsive buyer in all other categories. i guess i just want to clean my room ( Read more... )

i need to have my ice cubes in multiples of two.

so i got back from berkeley last night. it was a fun trip, and i'm glad i went. it was good to spend time with my dad. after i move away, stuff like that won't happen very often. i think i want to go to ucla if i get in. i liked berkeley a lot... probably better in a lot of ways. but i don't want to go away. not yet. i kinda just want to finish my ( Read more... )

so i decided to be ethical this year and claim my "under the table" wages. initially, i felt very above board and patriotic. eight hundred dollars later, i'm not so sure.

ah. spring break. the dams of sleep have broken free. weird metaphor ( Read more... )

i think i'm getting older. i'm starting to realize that everybody has problems, and that there's no such thing as a perfect life. or perfect people for that matter. i'm starting to see the dustbunnies that are under the beds of all of the situations that i've envied. i guess sam mendel was right when he wrote american beauty. there are lots of ( Read more... )