Well it has been a week since i had to take one of my strings off, i still have no new set to put on there, i hope i can go get some here later. I am supposed to hang out with jemima and andy today, but i dont know if that is going to happen. My grandma went to the hospital this mourning, the only thing the rushes to my mind is "oh shit" because ( Read more... )

you know people make me wonder. You tell them where you stand on something and they say no offence when you know they mean that where you stand is fucking retarded to them but they dont want to come right out and say it. And when you tell someone that you arent expecting anything, then they act like they did something so over the top and make a big ( Read more... )

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Today joe, aaron, and i worked our asses off and had nothing to doafter 6 so we looked for stuff to do. I mean we faced all the aisles, ran the front wall, ran the endcaps, and put up all the stock that came in. And i left work today with a sence of pride and sweat dripping from me, and if you know me well enough you know that i dont ever sweat ( Read more... )

Well crap, i just wrote my weekend entry and lj just went ape, so if i feel like it i will tell it again sometime. this makes me mad it was a long entry. L8r on

I am back in town. I worked today, think i am going to hang uot with jake for a bit. Indy was boring this time around. Read journals, comments, and email. I feel i should have stayed and tried to be there for people, but its a choice i made and thats all there is to it. And jemima, much love, i read your email, and i will send you one when i get ( Read more... )

If you are wondering where i am at and all, i will be in indy until friday and probably wont talk to anyone until friday night. So l8r all.

Today was good, i woke up and just laid there kinda tired...kinda not. did the norm and went to work. Worked like crazy trying to get this done and that done. It was a good 4 hr day. tomorrow is 8 hrs and as usual we have stock to put up...but i dont have to work thursday. With that said, i went to the mall and fortune china with jake tonight, we ( Read more... )

The subject line says it all, only today wasnt as bad as normal 8 hr days. But the start of the day made me kinda hate today. I woke up at 10:45 like noraml, only i had a nose bleed, not sure why but it was soon over. So then i put my stuff in the dryer to fluff it so i dont have to press it. I shave because the peach fuzz was getting wild. Then ( Read more... )

Ya know sometimes i wonder if being the nice guy is supposed to leave me this alone and empty almost every day. Am i supposed to feel the way i feel right now? am i supposed to hate myself and everything about me? I mean there has to be something wrong with me, because no one wants to hang out with me, and it seems like alot of people are hell bent ( Read more... )