I feel totally alone right now. I mean everyone i hung out with this past year has ditched me for one reason or another. I called people to see if they wanted to go hang out, and everyone said they had something to do or some bullshit reason. Some of the people i hardly talk to anymore and just wanted to hang out with for old times. I mean this ( Read more... )

Last night (monday night) me and jake hung out, we went to fortune china buffet at plaza north. We had fun, he paid for both of us...so sweet, and we ate 7 plates of food between the 2 of us. then we went to the mall, hung out with Jemima, sam, jemimas bro, another josh, and 2 little girls that no one knew who the hell they were, it was nuts. then ( Read more... )

Once again spil was awesome, bad side i had to leave before they were done. oh well, there is always next time. I am happy for many reasons right now, people are dumb, i might be happy in ways that i have bitched about, and i think i am going to try again on a band project with some people, depending on how the next week goes. Today i worked 6 hrs ( Read more... )

YOU ARE ALL FUCKED AND OVER RATED, I THINK I'M GONNA BE SICK AND IT'S YOUR FAULT, THIS IS THE END OF EVERYTHING, YOU ARE THE END OF EVERYTHING!!!

I had a long entry ready to post and it started loading something and erased it...damn you...whoever did that. Well, let me just say i have beaten everyone of the games i got for my B-day, so i am fucked until i go to blockbuster and get flip it. i think i am going to go tomorrow after work. then go to zacks house. i think we are going to play some ( Read more... )

I went to work today at 7am, which means i was up at 6am and had went to bed after 12am...but i wasnt at all tired, go figure. So went to work and asked ron what all he wanted me to do, we got about 5 hours work done in about 3 hours. He left at 10 to go to the air fair...and i dont get to go this year (dammit!). So then i finsihed up everything i ( Read more... )

Thank you for giving me a target to go off on in a song, i know you havent read any of my newer stuff and you are probably say to yourself that you could give a fuck. You say that a job has re-arranged your life...how is spending all your free time with her and not even calling me ever now, different from you doing that same thing now? Explain to ( Read more... )

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YOu know you just have to love somepeople. I mean honestly, look at some of the people walking around this earth righ now. There are people that have something and they are to fucking dumb to notice it, or theey have a big fucking ego problem and dont want it. Then there are others who will give up everthing for one person, trust me i've been there ( Read more... )