it's late now, very late, and everyone's gone to sleep... my AIM list is full of little away messages, and i'm defying biology once again by being up all night ( Read more... )

i got my last paper back today... the one i strained over for two days....

another A-

"This essay is a *generally* thoughtful analysis..."

blah.

i hate graduate school. i feel mediocre.

so i drove down to downtown last night to have dinner with this guy... it was kind of chaotic in that, he wasn't there when i got there, and the restaurant he wanted to go to was having a wedding reception so there were dozens of well-dressed asian people everywhere. when he showed up, i suggested we not try to eat there, even if we could ( Read more... )

you make me angry... so, so angry ( Read more... )

Landlord Finds Years-Old Corpse ( Read more... )

Life is bigger, It's bigger than you and you are not me ( Read more... )

somehow all i can do is toss and turn and wake up at 6 am with my comforter in a ball at the bottom of my bed, even though it's cold and really i'd rather have it on. but somehow in the night, i never felt like i quite slept. somehow i'm broken out in a sweat like i'm hot, but i'm not, and my body is achey like i've just worked out but really i'm ( Read more... )

i feel overwhelmed with sadness and i don't know why.

it's sad when you're envious of a banana.

i spilt my drink on your leg--i'm such a clumsy fool--and tried to scoff it off by saying "at least i can say i made you wet..." but somehow i wondered whether i really pissed you off, beneath the niceness... and then i treasured the thought that you forgave me, and held my hand in the car all the way home, and i felt even closer to you when you ( Read more... )