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I Cannot Live With Stupid People
This is NOT because I am bipolar.
It is because I am intelligent.
I also know I cannot live with "average" people or "normal" people. I do not know what these animals are. They are two-dimensional, I think.
I seem to have a difficult time being around people who have an agenda similar to that of rocks. Why do I even question this? Because I have ( Read more... ) -
i am still active :)
Gotta get my buttons fixed on my laptop. many are busted. Gonna use my tablet to post soon :) -
(Stars That) I Have Seen With My True Soul
This (the above subject line/title), will be the title of a book I shall write. I have it on my heart to write it. Oh! The places I have been when I have pondered the skies, both night and day! Truly worthy of my sharing to this Earth, sharing to Those who are curious of My True Soul and Those who Love Words ( Read more... ) -
GAWWWWD, I need to write instead of lurking....
I have been only journalling the "old-fashioned" way. (Yeah, for the last couple years). But, then, I always have journaled that way. Obviously, the computer journally thingy has only been in the last 10 or so years of my 56 years ( Read more... ) -
long time... but no looking back... only forward :)
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been a long long year so far
Mom was admitted to the hospital on January 3, 2013. Three days later, she was near death. Five days after that, she began to recover, but slowly and after being in for two weeks, she was released. I then stayed with mom n dad for ten days after that. There went January... and it was a very stressful time also ( Read more... ) -
again, the ugga boogas
I sat, there on a bench, chin resting in my crossed arms which rested on the grocery cart. I was outside the grocery store waiting for my sister. I could not be in the store an longer. I had to have a cigarette. I had to just get out of there. Even though it was rather late, (it's a really good time to go when you are a "couponer" like my sister) ( Read more... ) -
I'm Alive
like a clean sheet of paper ( Read more... ) -
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Its gotta go away, but it wont.
I keep thinking that one of these days... I'll wake up and have no issues... not desire to go back to bed... no tired-all-the-time feeling...
But I still have the same thing.
Am I depressed? Hmm... I think, in a way, I always am. I think, in a way, I always have been. I have never been pop-out-of-bed happy. Not even ( Read more... ) -
mania or anxiety?
In the past few days, I have noticed a behavior change in myself. I am short with people and a bit on the defensive. I cannot rest for a nap, and night sleep escapes me horribly. My mind is racing constantly and I just want to make it stop...
Must be a mania... but it feels like the beginning of a breakdown. I am just gonna pray and try to calm my ( Read more... )