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I am 27 years young
Life is such a funny thing. You go through hell and believe that you won't ever find love again and yet here I am completely and utterly in love with the woman of my dreams. I am married!. I've been married over two months. I got married to my lovely wife on May 26th 2014! in Prince George's county Maryland!. Her mom was in attendance as were my ( Read more... ) -
I am a morose motherfucker
I guess I really am a glutton for punishment. Maybe it's better that I don't see the things being posted. I want so bad to be in contact with this person and although we aren't in contact I wonder if the party ever thinks about me at all ever?!. It's not like something I can easily find out. I just feel really hopeless about this. I wish I could ( Read more... ) -
Suppost to be the day the world ends.....
I am so frickin annoyed right now. I realise that things cannot always go my way but it would be nice if people tried to make a situation work so that all partys involved woule be at least semi-happy. Case in point my sister and brother in law always come and visit for the holidays and now that I have a pretty decent job I have some time off before ( Read more... ) -
VENTING....
So now I have a really great job that I enjoy but it's been getting really fucking annoying when my co-worker keeps having to go out for JURY DUTY. I get that she is suppost to call every single day at 5 for like a month to see if she is needed but the fact that she is actually being allowed to miss work while this is probably the busiest time ( Read more... ) -
It's been awhile.
I am having like so much anxiety right now. I really feel like my user icon. Ugh I took some medication to hopefully calm me down and I really honestly do not think it's working. In the past I felt like people used medication as a crutch but working in the medical field for the little while that I have I can truly see that it does help people. I am ( Read more... ) -
SEEIN RED
Sooo incredibly pissed off right now. I wish I actually had a real person to talk to about this. But no one is around for me to "VENT" too. I'm hot though forreal really pissed off. And at someone who usually has my back.. Pity it's a real pity. -
I am so lost and alone.
My mother has recently passed away. (Yesterday was her funeral and it was awful and I was a mess). I am just lucky I was able to write a little something and be able to share it with everyone. I know she heard me. I am so numb now. My mother was everything to me and now it's just me and my dad and my dog and ken (my boyfriend). I am lucky I even ( Read more... ) -
I wont tumble for ya
Well I am glad I am done with the whole ordeal. I really am looking forward to moving on. And I hope I get out of Maryland soon. I dont really care where i end up. Its just seeing the same fucking people all the time is not good for me. I know its going to be like that anywhere I go and stay for a prolonged period of time. But maybe now that I am a ( Read more... ) -
NO NAME FACE
I would do anything to have my own life back. Even if that means not being with the people that I am with now. I want to be able to go home and have my mom love me the same way and not have my dad feel guilty because he might be excited of the news I am going to spring up on them. I am very scared and I feel so god damn alone. But jesus this is my ( Read more... ) -
Any fun surprises I should know about?
Hey Im two and a half months pregnant and I was just wondering of any "fun surprises I should be in store for. I just experience the throwing up bit but maybe thats because I have the flu or just a combonation of being pregnant and being sick. And I've got the back hurting and boob hurting thing but I was just wondering if anybody had any other ( Read more... )