for the 1st time in my life, i want to do something. i dont care if it's coke, meth, weed, shrooms, acid, right now i dont care as long as it temporarily makes me unaware of my being at home. i wish that there was enough gin in this house to get me way past drunk and i wish that i could just disappear. i want it all gone. everything, my family, my ( Read more... )

so... i told zach to tell jeremy to meet me in the link after school cuz i needed to talk to him. and when i got there, ashley was there and asked if i could give her a ride. so i didnt exactly get to talk to jeremy, but we could have. ashley was ready to walk away cuz she knew i wanted to talk to him. but he just looked so hott! i couldnt do it ( Read more... )

family time. with dad's side of the family. wow. usually i want to pull my hair out by the time we get out of there, but it was actaully pretty nice this year. it was just danny, destiny, my grandpa, my grandpa's wife, their daughter, and me. no aunts or anything. their daughter is like 8 or something like that. i kicked her ass in sonic, sorta. ( Read more... )

so far so good this weekend. friday went to my sisters and borrowed sam's car so i could go out while sam and destiny got their party on. i went to lic's to talk to amber for a while, then to ashley's dad's, then to jeremy's til he got too tired. i got back to destiny's at 2 or so. not too bad for me not having a curfew. i really wanted to do ( Read more... )

going to my sister's tonight! yay! busy weekend. sucks though cuz i dont have anyone to hang with tonight. nikki's working and brandi doesnt think she'll be able to go anywhere. bastards! no curfew either! brandi's checking to see if she can stay with my at my sister's but she doubts it. i hope she can though ( Read more... )

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i hated today. it was an extremely up down kinda day and messed with my mind. started off ok, normal i guess, went from that to stressful to playful to happy to freaking out to coming down to pissed off and now blah ( Read more... )

Your Element Is Air


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There is a time in every man's education when he arrives at the conviction that envy is ignorance, that immitation is suicide.

A Man is a God in ruins.

finals. time to scream and run!
floor plans due tomorrow and that's no good.
its too fucking cold.

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my date keeps messing up on me!!!! arrrr!!!!