its my lil cousin dylan's 13th birthday! hard to believe he's only 13, he acts older, but i guess in my family you seem to grow up faster, well more with his mom than mine ( Read more... )

last night was pretty fun. we didnt get to go bowling. i got there to hold our lanes and then finally brandi, zac, jerry, and jacob all show up, then maria showed up. so we walked outside so brandi and maria could smoke and to wait for blake and anthony. when we walk back in there, the guy had given our lanes away cuz he thought we had left. so we ( Read more... )

the guitarist for pantera was shot on stage a couple of days ago. bastard! makes me mad. and dying isnt enough for the bastard that shot him. no freaking way.
anyway. leaving with nikki for a while, then bowling with brandi and some people. wont be back from bowling til 12 prolly, dunno about w/ nikki.

blah, need to leave for babysitting in about uhh 10 minutes. yay! im going bowling with brandi and a bunch of other people tomorrow night! tons of fun. deff. didnt talk to jeremy today. oops, but that's cuz he wasnt there. the pix turned out better than i thought, prolly woulda been better if i werent in them. lol jp. no im not, but oh well. hahas ( Read more... )

ahh! i wish i could go somewhere and just hang out with someone! im so flipping bored and mom has the car! aunt cindy gets out tonight at 930, i think everything is ok, but i dont know if they'd let us know if it wasnt. i wanted to drop off the pix at cvs 1 hr tonight, but no luck. hm... subway for dinner....

my little brother's going to school tomorrow as a freak. freaks are sexy as hell. im not too sure why he is, but he borrowed my black nail polish, a t-shirt, a bracelet, and, if i can find em, my spikes. awww! how cute. im amused ( Read more... )

my aunt goes in for the dye thing tomorrow. if they need to go in for open heart surgery, then she refuses to do it and has a 3% chance of living. she wont go in for the surgery. she's already told the dr. that if that's what she needs then, fuck it. and there's a big chance that she'll need to. what the hell. we're getting ready to go there soon.

so, here's the scope, and then some. my mother is going crazy. not in the lol playing around way either. she's on the verge of a nervous breakdown and is doing nothing but crying and yelling and being extremely paranoid. she told us today that it was over between her and tyson. that he was getting an apartment sometime this week. and then they ( Read more... )

great night last night. and it always happens when im not looking for it, only this time more than id ever expect. ive always been the one to wish that he wasnt here. not seriously, but at times when it gets strict. and now it's happening and i dont want it to. i dont know what we're gonna do without him.

last night was so fucking awesome! jeremy looked so nice, he dressed up and shaved, but he looked even better when he took off the button up shirt cuz he had a wife beater on, and fuck does that guy have muscles! sorry, we had a blast ( Read more... )