blah. i feel like crap and i kinda wish turnabout were over. i have no idea why im even going ( Read more... )

i think its all better. i was talking to britany at lunch and jeremy zeller was sitting there and said he'd go with me. he's not gonna care about dressing up or anything, but he'll go so i have someone to go with. so i think its ok now. he doesnt know if he has to work though. but if he does i think ill go anyway. he said something about skipping ( Read more... )

blah. of course. i knew that i shouldnt have got my hopes up. brandon bailed on me. he just called me to tell me he's going out of town this weekend. he said 'he's really sorry and that he'll make it up to me next friday by taking me to dinner and a movie'. yea ok. i told him i wished he would have told me 3 hours ago because i just went and got my ( Read more... )

blah. my back hurts from sitting at the computer, but there's nothing else to do ( Read more... )

last night wasnt so bad. we saw spongebob and went to steak and shake to eat. im not a big spongebob fan, but it was pretty good, kinda funny too. i dont know why i got nervous, brandon and i have a lot of things in common so we had tons to talk about. it was just like hanging out with a friend and catching up on old times. i got home a little ( Read more... )

i was actually able to stay up late last night. i have been going to bed between 9 and 10 for a while now and last night i managed to stay up on the phone til 1 and couldnt fall asleep for over an hour after we got off the phone ( Read more... )

doing pretty good. except for the fact that im tired ( Read more... )

tomorrow is the last day that i have to deal with school for a bit. at least it'll be semi relaxing. i get to watch shrek 2 in t&i. he said that we need a break and to relax while we can because when we get back from thanksgiving break, we're gonna hate him. lol ( Read more... )

i dont mind being grounded from the phone. i hate the phone. i hate talking to people. and its not like the punishment's actually enforced. but the computer sometimes gets to me just cuz its easier to play my card games on it ( Read more... )

im grounded. from the phone and the computer. i was allowed on right now because i told her i didnt want someone i talk to to think that ive killed myself. lol ( Read more... )