people have to grow up sometime. they cant be all silly all the time. i guess times up. so i think im done. if you catch me being silly, smack me. i need it. no more silliness. its just stupid now. i need to grow up. even peter pan grew up someday ( Read more... )

i got an application for lics last night. hopefully i get the job. i need to support my coffee addiction ( Read more... )

i wish school were just over with. im pretty much fed up with it. no even the idea of working in autocad everyday is making it worthwhile to go. and i love working in autocad.

i just wanna go away. not like with family or friends, but by myself. i want to go away where nothing is ever going on and i dont have to talk to anyone ever again. i think ( Read more... )

ring around the rosey
pockets full of posey
ashes
ashes
we all fall down.

destiny's back! yay! it feels kinda weird though, knowing that she's here a lot, and not going home, so she'll always come back here, well, until she gets a place of her own. but im glad she's back. it sucks that her and micheal didnt work out, but its his lose and our gain ( Read more... )

last night i had a dream that i was sitting on a school bus, and george bush walked up to me and sat down. he asked me what i thought of him and how he ran the country. lol.... it was pretty funny. i yelled at him and just went off on him about pretty much everything. then he disappeared and i went to a hourse farm.

im in a pretty good mood. aaron told me he could load porn onto my calculator. lol. i was pretty amused by that for some strange reason. nothing too interesting going on ( Read more... )

lol, its too early and ive been up since 6:30... so, i made jeremy's birthday card. my mom's not awake and tyson's not here, so i could do that. hehehe... i wasnt gonna make it on my own, i was gonna get some help, but the only times i could the person wasnt here. so i just got a link from a friend and got my pictures! yay! lol... im sure jeremy ( Read more... )

i understand why people kill themselves. at least i do if they have a mother like mine...

no school tomorrow, yay! i get a day off. the bad thing is that its sposed to rain tomorrow so tyson will be here the whole day. the good thing about days off is that they're a time where i dont have to worry about tyson being here... not tomorrow though. at ( Read more... )

So, i have a date to Turnabout now. not too thrilled about it, but at least i have one. its better than i could say last year. im going with a freshman... joy. but beggars cant be choosers. and i am most deff. a begger. ill take what's thrown at me, well, to an extent.

not exactly thrilled right now. blows. my stomach was killing me, but its ( Read more... )