hello! today was a semi better day. i did nt feel like murdering someone so thats always a good sign that things are improving. think im just stressed and have been putting alot of thought into things so yea. its good to update again, i hardly ever got to during the summer and sooo much happened. i just wish i could have done less work and spent ( Read more... )

hey updating at school. good old times. ive been having the worst time ever latly for some reason. i cant stay happy for long periods of time no matter how hard i try. it seems like no matter what i do i seem to screw it up or it somehow gets screwed up so that im just literally fucked! i hate it. i hate how im still concidered a sophmore just ( Read more... )

OMG IM GOING TO SEE COHEED WITH KT ON OCTOBER 2 AND IM SO EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! heck ya!!! i love you ( Read more... )

updating for the first time in suck a long time. ok so heres whats new ( Read more... )

quick update ( Read more... )

im kinda confused!! i really like lance but i feel like i might not at the same time..i dont know!!! its pissing my off. god damn it why cant i like someone for longer then a short period of time..i really want to continue liking him cuz he makes me smile and happy but then again..theres something eating at me..i dont know maybe i just need to ( Read more... )

im really happy at the moment..but then again im sad because im reading everybodys live journal and it seems like alot of people are on the edge of suicide and it breaks my heart to hear them talk like that. i wish i knew what to say or be able to help them but i dont know, cuz ive been in that same possion, well not exactly the same but similar ( Read more... )

prom was freaking awsome..entertaining mostly...everyone looked hott!!! I loved it. yesterday i spent most of the day being sick..i feel bad for getting leah sick. i love you lol. so i just stayed home and didnt do anything much. im at my grandpas right now cuz im sick and everyones at school. i miss you guys.

I cant wait until next school year ( Read more... )

upadating finally! so prom is tomarrow and im very excited. i got my dress form mandie who i greatly apreciate! and im going to wear a bow tie and very long gloves and a white flower in my hair. i hope it looks good. movie night tonight. should be entertaining. i was suppose to go to the gc concert with garlen and etc. but i had to refuse. sorry. ( Read more... )

so i guess im going to prom...im going with jon..that rymes..i was entertained by that for a minute. im excited for prom actually becuase it will give me a reason to look forward to saturday! well the 14. im going to look pretty ( Read more... )