yo... so my spring break was anything but exciting. let me tell ya. im startin to think that im the lamest person on the planet at the moment. but i guess thats what i get for working. i really miss hanging out with everyone. im going to attempt to start getting into contact with people that i havent really talked to much lately. i really miss ( Read more... )

im so excited! i get to hang out with garlen for the first time since forever! it should be fun. i cant wait!

leah and ryan broke up! is it a bad thing that im happy?

i miss john so much! it feels like i havent seen him in so long but in reality its only been less then 2 weeks. im lame.

but yea! im so excited for tonight!
peace out!

jackie-o

Why does it seem so much easier to be sad then it is to be happpy latley? i dont understand why, its just sorta happening. i have no enthusiasim for anything at all. i even decided to drop out of drama because i have no real wanting to be part of that. things just arent the way they used to be. i really miss last year. i miss the closeness i used ( Read more... )

....SO i realized that i am totally obsessed with john... its the greatest thing ever and i never want to stop being obsessed!!

this last week has kinda sucked i feel like im loosing my best friend. i hate it... whatever. ive got john right?

*** if i disappeared would anyone notice***

hey! so i finally figured out my password..seriouly... who forgets there password. lol. so yea todays valentines day and theres lots of love in the air and i love it. except i miss johnny. but that will all change thursday/friday since im going to go visit him for like 4 days! im so excited. not alot has really happend to be honest. i went to ( Read more... )

omg john is home!!

hey... today sucks.. like hardcore sucks!!! so i thought it was an A day so i get to school and guess what.. its a fucking B day... and to make things better i have two projects due that i didnt get to finish or bring to school. why? because i thought they were due the next day. gr. i hate school sometimes ( Read more... )

heya! its been 3 weeks and my mouth still hurts! gr. oh well. im so excited for christmas vacation. mostly because ill finally get to sleep in for a change.. and johns coming home!!!! excited. ill be so happy when he finally gets home. i miss him so much. gr. but leahs going to be gone to florida during christmas! grrrr!!!!!! any ways. alot of ( Read more... )

Helllo..hey im updating..funny huh? it like, never happens anymore. alot of stuff has been happening latly... ive got a boy now..yea thats right! me..and a boy.. crazy how things happen...stupid collage..jk but yea. lifes fine and dandy most of the times. other times i just want to scream at the top of my lungs until im blue in the face but what ( Read more... )

so im really irritated right now..we have to make a biodome for science class and i attempted to make a waterfall out of wire coat hangers and blue see threw paper and it ended up in a ball on the floor. damn water falls! why do they have to be so complex to make!!

im kinda afraid to go to work tomorrow.  i went to mcds with leah, bill, deven, ryan ( Read more... )