it’s been a full month since the inexplicable ( Read more... )

the boy with the big big hole in his heart

alim said that if everyday it felt like this he thinks he could live on

i made him pinky promise me he would

i’m so happy!

i exalt him

not the point for his frustration i know it’s w smth else (about my family getting in the way of our decisions) but it gets rly scary when i’m already overwhelmed about making any sort of decisions and he just - JENG JENG - gives me ultimatums ( Read more... )

i was fantasizing yesterday, i don’t know if it’s cuz of watching a show about parallel worlds (the korean drama The King) or coming across something else somewhere about past lives, but i thought if someone had told us that we did share a past life before and that your soul was chasing through the next many lives looking to meet mine and lo and ( Read more... )

i didn’t realize i’ve had any expectations but i now know i have because i’m falling from it. my reality is that i cannot live with my family nor my relatives or i would be ridden with constant daily shaming and and guilt tripping and hiding about myself. i wished to be free from their clutches and dreamt of having a space of my own. i thought you ( Read more... )

how many times will i be broken up with
haha
and i came here just yesterday to find the times we first fell in love

not very sure of myself now

are you really mine