Ok, it's been what... months since I last updated? I've been reading a little of Furby's journal this morning and I guess it inspired me to make this old deadjournal into a new and improved livejournal. I admire his journal writings since most guys (or girls even) basically refuse to type with puncuation and capitalization, but he writes a lot like ( Read more... )

I figure that this should be my last entry ever, since I know that no one wants to read only tragedies. I, myself, do not like to see my foxies with words like "Melancholy" or "Depressed" beside them. This is the hardest time of my life, ever. Yes, truly this is harder than losing Ben. Truly, truly harder. For, who was Ben, after all? I never fully ( Read more... )

Howdy, my loving and devoted readers! Much love. yall! I'm quite enjoying myself at the moment. My cousin Bailey is standing behind me and playing with my hair while I type this. Fun fun! Anyway... I threw Ben off a mountain today. That felt even better than therapy at the Chiropractors. I also enjoyed a fine lunch of longhorn beef, saw the church ( Read more... )

I just got back from my very first pedicure. It was fun, but I felt like a moron. The lady there spoke little English. She looked Chinese, but Mom said she was probably Vietnamese. What do I know about that stuff, anyway? I'm not Austin, for crying out loud! Lol. Anyway... yesterday I went to see the Chiropractor for the first time. THAT WAS ( Read more... )

Tomorrow is the FIESTA, baby!!! WOO! Rachel's holdin' a rockin' par-tay and all my best friends are invited. I really hope Rahul is coming. I'm one of the DJ's. I must take after Mom; she used to be an awesome DJ when I was little. Anyway... I made a mix of everyone's favorite slow songs. Since only couples are invited, we have to have some time to ( Read more... )

Well... long time no see, loyal readers! I've been off procrastinating somewhere for over a month, I suppose. I guess I just didn't want to write anything that would throw me into depression, yet again. Therefore... this journal will not contain the word "Conc**t" until band becomes a good part of my life again and I regain what was stolen from me ( Read more... )

Yeah... well... uh... I can't say that by telling you today was one of the best days of my life, I would be lying. It most certainly was, indeed! Well... we went to "see" Confessions of a Teenage Drama Queen for our little TAKS reward today. Talk about a reward!!! Lets put this into simple terms and just say that, for the first time, all my ( Read more... )

I really do feel high right now! High and happ-eeeee!!! Whoo! Yeah, I just got off the phone with Rahul after we talked for over two hours. Yep... it was just jolly! We talked about strange things and then we also talked about seeing each other on Saturday and how we aren't gonna actually WATCH the dollar movie we get to see for TAKS and so on and ( Read more... )

I am miserable. I have no idea why. Rahul is gone, I miss him. Where could he be? I want to talk to Rachel, but she, too, is not well. Whatever shall I do? Rahul's parents are on the brink of forbidding him to see me outside of school. The thought does not help my pain at all. I wish they were understanding people, but from the descriptions Rahul ( Read more... )

An alert to all readers of my journal is as follows: There is someone disrupting the peace of my journal. My journal is a place for me to figure out things. It is a sacred place and no disturbed or hateful comments will be tolerated any further. All of you loyal to me, read the comments left by an unknown person from my last journal entry, " ( Read more... )