i guess forever wasn't as long as i thought it would be.

and basically, i'm dumb for believing anything different. i'm not destined for great things, i'm destined for whatever penance and failure i assign myself to. i'll just have to get used to being permanently dissatisfied.

TIME FOR HARRIET THE SPY

AND GUESS WHAT ELSE

i hate you for being an asshole

SUP BUDZ.

new journal=

assholeofmyeye_

add me there promptly, or i will revoke my offer to be your lj friend.

<3 adryannnnnnnnn

so basically i screwed everything up, but hey, i am trying to be better.

we are moving into the new house this weekend, and i don't think mom is going to let me have the internet in my room anymore, so i doubt i will update that often. not that any of you care, i know. thought i'd inform you anyhow. our stupid goddamn self portraits are due in ( Read more... )

( i originally updated with an annoying rant about my own state of discontentment, but i decided a survey might be better. )

being unsuccessful and unmotivated is what i do best.

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today was kind of cool. me & mom went to long's consignment world and looked at some old furniture for my new room, when we move next week. i can already tell she is going to be an ass about it, though. LIKE OMG MOM JUST LET ME GET WHAT I WANT, FOR ONCE. anyways, i did get a cool fisherman/old man bust for my roooom.

( voip )

THERE'S NO FUCKING WAY.

jesus. i am bored and this is going to be a long fall break. aside from seeing BFFs anyways.

Making Carly a c.d. was probably the highlight of my day. Which is sad, considering she probably won't even listen to/appreciate it.

I wish someone would be mean to me so I can be like: WTF. TIME FOR KICKING YOUR FACE IN, BITCH.

I'm tired of being in this stupid town.

( there is really no point in these pictures. )