Stress and anxiety, stress and anxiety, stress and anxiety, around and around we go, stomach in knots, what happens when the music stops ( Read more... )

Sooooo as excited as I am (was?) about the boy coming up on Thursday, I have recently been thrown into a tailspin of anxiety now that they have issued *another* winter storm warning for Tuesday evening/Wednesday afternoon. I am going to be so disappointed if his flight gets cancelled....I mean he doesn't leave until Thursday afternoon so he should ( Read more... )

I donated a panda bear toy to a local foster child when I was buying some books for my Dad at Borders today. For some reason it made me feel happy. Panda Bears are cute. I think it'll bring a smile to someone's face.

Merry Christmas everyone!

This isn't right. Why am I feeling so lonely? I don't think I've felt this way since high school. It's borderline despair ( Read more... )

Gah wish me luck!

So I just registered for my last semester of college. And I'm more scared than I've ever been in my entire life.

I'm going to talk to a counselor this Friday; I made an appointment today. I've never gone before...and I am really excited about going. I'm going to get help with my problems and it's going to be awesome.

I do not like being manipulated into apologizing.

This is a mistake, this is such a big mistake, it was so dumb of me to not look at a relationship like I do everything else in life. I'm usually saved from disappointment by having realistic expectations. But sometimes you get so caught up in a crush (especially when you've been gone for 5 months and aren't experiencing the day-to-day reality) ( Read more... )

I'm not ok.