It's hard to stand by your convictions when there are things, people, and destructive ideas clouding your judgment and pushing you to be who you don't want to be, used to be, and can so easily be.

Never been this happy in my life.

Jeeze, I always thought by default nobody got what they wanted in life, but I'm getting what I want, need, and barely deserve. And then some ( Read more... )

AND
People's emotional hangups make me fucking sick.
I don't want to deal with baggage. Ever.
Yeah, I have problems too, but I don't take the whole world down with me, and I know how to deal with it.

All this working and being an upstanding citizen is getting to me.
Being a working part of the machine is nice, but I think pretty soon it'll be time for some good old fashioned MAYHEM, CATASTROPHE AND KILLING ANIMALS.

Things are going well.

As usual, subject to change.

I had fun in Arlington.
New Years was fun too.
I... don't know what to say.
I'm such a weird mood right now.
I've been out of it for days.

I hate being sick.
I hope I can still go to Arlington.

I even smell weird, and I showered twice already and it's not even noon.
I think I'm rotting.

It's that time of year again, that time where everybody's seasonal affective disorder starts to show a little bit.

I hate to see people unhappy.

My birthday is in 5 days!
I don't know if I want to have a birthday right now though, I don't really know what I want and I work too much to celebrate.