yeah so yesterday at school my friend had a good charlotte shirt on. i got VERY excited and asked her where she got it. she said "hot topic at lakeside" i said IM GONNA GO GET ONE!!! and proceeded to jump up and down....BAD idea...i knocked this thing over, which happened to have bosco sauce on it...the hot red shit went ALL over me and my friend ( Read more... )

today i cried harder than i have in a long while. i just have many things on my mind. lately i have been thinking about a lot of things. for instance, the whole jen thing. (for those of you who dont know ill make a looong story short. she is this gorgeously beautiful, tan, skinny, did i mention gorgeous, girl that threw herself at brian...needless ( Read more... )

omg every fucking night this week i have been doing some kind of work....oh well i need the money badly ( Read more... )

yeah today my parents dragged me to downtown pontiac to go to arts, beats, and eats. it was pretty cool i guess. i must admit, it was HUGE! there were people everywhere, and there was so much to do. there was a carnival, bands playing, food and samples, free stuff, art displays, and more. i prolly woulda had more fun if i had someone my age with me ( Read more... )

wow i cant believe that it is just beginning to hit me that everyone really is gone....i mean, so many of my close friends are now gone, and though i am psyched as hell to be a senior, high school somehow just wont be the same without a few. the past few days, i have been contemplating everything and getting so nostalgic as i remember so many great ( Read more... )

i guess i can be considered lucky because of the fact that ive never had to endure the death of a close loved one. i mean my great-grandparents died, but i didnt know them know them....so it only slightly affected me ( Read more... )

blech i thought i had it put away...noo it has to come back and haunt me....why wont it go away? why do i have to feel like this....god....it hurts...theres no other way to say it. it just plain hurts.

yay i finally got a lj, and....well...yay! yeah earlier i had band from 6-8:30 and that sucked my ass really fiercly. yeah like no one was there, and seeing as how i skipped last week, i really dont blame them. yeah i cant believe school is starting in like 8 days.....god where does the fucking time go?