yeah the reason im never online and i never have any new entries is because the net expired at my house and my mom hasnt renewed our contract...it sucks. she prolly wont because im going to be leaving for college in like 6 months or so....but i wish she would. cuz yeah. i miss aim. and lj. but oh well. id so love to update on my life, but im ( Read more... )

soo....yeah...musicals goin good, things are comin along. im SO excited to really jump into it, because i love the work. this saturday im singing the national anthem at brian's hockey game, and im also gonna get some student news footage!! woohoo i feel so important with a camera! friday i wanna try and sneak and see brian...oh wait....did i update ( Read more... )

yeah this one will be quick...i dont have the net at home right now still.....cuz moms GAY. well news....i got the lead in the musical and im excited, because i LOVE musicals! ive been very busy, and i love brian SO much!

<3 ness

well. hm. god its been awhile. i havent written because of many reasons. 1) ive been hilariously busy. 2) ive been hilariously BUSY! 3) my stupid mother got rid of the internet at my house. gr. im up at central right now, visiting my sisters and seeing their shows. its good to see them, and i finally got to see their apartment, which is where i ( Read more... )

god i have so many things to be excited about in the next few weeks. closest is homecoming! its on saturday, and tonite i went to the mall and bought all my jewelry....GOD i spent over FIFTY bucks.......geez.....oh well i want everything to be perfect. then on october 5th is brians bday!! yay hes 18!! then soon after that he is getting his liscense ( Read more... )

wow i have had things on my mind. just things. im worried about so many things, and yet excited about many others. homecoming is coming and i am psyched! also the play too. but lately ive been ok, cept for once in awhile i get a lil down because i think about things that are not good to think about or they are way to far in the future to be ( Read more... )

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ok, so last nite im in the basement workin out. i hear a cricket, and at first i didnt give it a second thought because i figured it was outside. then it started to annoy me and i realized it was too loud to be outside. so i start wandering around the basement trying to find the direction it was coming from. i finally narrow it down and turn on a ( Read more... )

i sit
contemplating the world around me
soft wind caresses my lone figure
my view changes
alters
the softness surrounds my ears
as i stare through the trees
wondering
thinking
realizing
an angel,
my angel,
has already led me
i long for love,
for breath
for heartbeats
for a moment
of time suspended
for those arms
the arms of an angel

my angel