i have so much to say but nothing to write at all ( Read more... )

((september 1 4 twothousand&fiveall in all the city lights, the cigarettes, the bright eyes and the goodnight call made me smile ( Read more... )

((september 1 1 twothousand&fivethere are people in this world i would give my last breath for. and i know its not reciprocated, and thats ok. i dont love to expect it in return. i love because i dont know anything else ( Read more... )

((september 0 8 twothousand&fivehe said "where are you going to go? what are you going to do when you get there ( Read more... )

((september 0 4 twothousand&five))
i dont know where to begin.
i feel trapped inside a body of a person i dont know. i can say anything until i'm blue in the face then i turn around and do the contrare. there isnt a single inch of me that i recognize. how can anyone love you if you dont love yourself? i'm afraid i've come in a dead last in this ( Read more... )

((september 0 2 twothousand&fivewell today was my 2nd day at my new job. they have me having my own sections next week and they gave me the best days and the best shifts too. which is weird but i guess that means i dont suck ( Read more... )

((august 3 1 twothousand&five))
sometimes i like to sit up late and wish i was someone else.
the things i'm going to say i only say to myself, or shaunte, maybe because she knows i'm crazy. and completely fucked beyond recognition. and a complete heartless asshole ( Read more... )

((august 3 0 twothousand&fivenothing seems right anymore ( Read more... )

((august 1 2 twothousand&fivei've never been happy. like, i've shut down, theres nothing left. i dont feel anymore. everyone always tells me how great i am, but if i'm so great why do i always feel alone? i do drugs so i can feel a connection. i wake up and i'm numb, everything i do and say feels surreal. i remember nights in cars and being fuzzy, ( Read more... )

((july 0 7 twothousand&five))
this is the funniest shit in a long time....

ShauntesCool: dude i have to piss so bad but i dont wanna move is that lazy.. the door is aobut 2 feet from me but this empty taco bell cup is lookin mighty fine
hot like july: you know whats fucked up about that?
hot like july: i'm in the same postion
ShauntesCool: that ( Read more... )