and then ( Read more... )

its called a breakup because something is broken. its true. ive been reading all my entries when things were one piece and strong. when i had your doors shirt as a token of love. now youve got it, and its just a old black shirt with a really great band plastered on the front. and that makes my heart sink a little bit, because what a ( Read more... )

you know when youve been having a day that makes your heart feel like a soggy sponge and then someone does something and you absorb so much love you dont know what to do with it. well thats what im feeling now. jose is one of the best friends i have ever met, not to mention the best male ive ever met ( Read more... )

ive packed a change of clothes and its time to move on

"Happiness makes up in height what it lacks in length"

life has been fresh and delicious lately. i dont know. i guess ive felt suffocated for a while and now im really smellin the roses. or something like that. maybe my roses are just now blooming for a summer treat! i dont know but i got a lemondrop sunflower. its the size of a hand and a light neon yellow. i feel proud. like when a mamma looks ( Read more... )

sometimes life seems like a collection. all the choices and we are granted one of each of the thousands of possibilties. and we are the only one who can make them for ourselves. i am here today because what i have wanted or thought i wanted. this green jacket, this color hair, this happiness, this sadness, this guilt and pride and all of it. ( Read more... )

what are you changing
who do you think youre changing
you cant change things, were all stuck in our ways
its like trying to clean the ocean
what do you think, you can drain it
well it was poison and dry long before you came

but i still believe
and i will rise up with fists
and i will take whats mine
mine. mine.

oh ( Read more... )

 I feel it All.  The youth of my mind: pink raw, fleshy. soft, impressionable. easily entertained, bouncy like a mattress juggling millions of ideas and dreams, like when i was a child jumping on my freshly made bed.  i dont know why, i feel this surge of refreshment in my revelation on my youth.  sometimes i just feel so bruised and old.  like ive ( Read more... )