Fuck what I wrote before.   Fuck who I liked... fuck what I did.

Now, it's all about Bryan.

The love of my life.

My future husband and father of my children.

I love him, and I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with him.

20 years is a long time.  That's how long I've been friends with Cathleen McCoy.  We always hung out, we were in separable.  Then, outta nowhere, she stopped talking to me.  The funny part is, I don't really even know why.  The last thing she told me was because when she and Mark were going through hard time, I dropped her off at Margret's and she ( Read more... )

Wow... I can not believe some of the shit that I wrote in here.  It's crazy.  I was a real active LJ user.  I love to read old things though, it really shows your personality, and how much you've changed.  I totally forgot about these entries.  And you know what else is funny...the password that I use for this, is the password I use to this day.  ( Read more... )

i have been so depressed for a long time now. ive been crying hysterically every night, i dont eat anymore and i just feel sad constantly. i dont know what it is. i think some of it has to do with mike but im not sure. the biggest thing that bothers me the most is that mike always has to be with his friends. everytime he comes over, he stays ( Read more... )

You are SO Jealous


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Okay...well, here is what happened on Easter. I went to my aunt's house down the shore (without Mike)and we had dinner and what not. It was nice out so I was happy being outside. I was playing with the dogs for a little while and they were running around like ccrraazzyy. My aunt has a HUGE backyard. My cousin's decided to be silly and run ( Read more... )

Okay, yeah...I dont even know where to start right now. I feel like the world is ending. Seriously, this has been the WORST two weeks of my life...I don't even know where to begin. Actually, yeah I do. It all started at Quiksilver. Devito and Amy decided that it would be funny and start a petiton to break Mike and I up. Well, her little ( Read more... )

Today was a whole bunch of mixed feelings. I was thinking about my best friend and how I miss her so much and I wish she was not mad at me. Then, my cousins came over because they had no school, so I was excited to spend some time with them. A couple minutes after they had been there and ate breakfast, we got a phone call from my Aunt Marie ( Read more... )

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Well, I just gone finished with eating chicken stuffed with broccoli and cheese...it was yummy...then, I washed it down with some applesauce ( Read more... )