I have the urge to write. I just don't have anything worth writing about.

I'm trying to figure out where in my life that I went off track. Was I ever going the right way? I know the shortcuts and wrong turns I have taken along the way, but I don't know that I was on the right path before my detours. I have no idea if the person sitting here today ( Read more... )

The reunion was nothing. I was extremely happy with that. The good side was that noone who could have made me feel like shit was really there. The sad news, there are still people in this world that I let have enough control over me to make me feel bad about myself. I don't even like these people, but I'm concerned because I know that they don't ( Read more... )

The look in his eyes when he said that I "used him for my own entertainment" broke my fucking heart.  How long will I have to pay for the sins that I have committed in the past. For the "wrong way" I went about doing what I needed to have done. Am I proud of what I did? No. Am I proud of what was accomplished, sadly yes I am. And now. Now I'm ( Read more... )

I got the job at the bank. And as of today, I have completed my 2nd full week. I'm so tired. But, its a good "I'm going to get out of the fucking Boro" kind of tired. I've picked up more hours at the airport as well, so hopefully we'll be out of here soon. I can't wait to get back into Nashville!

Another day come and gone, with no phonecall from US. I'm beginning to panic a bit. I hate the airport, and it would be GREAT if I could get the FUCK out of there. Damn. Maybe tomorrow.

LIBRA ( Read more... )

I "interviewed" at USBank yesterday. From what the woman said, it was just a formality. She had already decided before I got there that the job was mine. I thought I was going to hear something today, but I didn't. I'm trying not to think of that as a negative thing, but will all the interviews that I've been on, and not gotten any of them, makes ( Read more... )

It is wierd that so many people from my past are coming back into my life. Its nice. I am definately enjoying the experience. Seeing Daniel this weekend was great. It was nice that we got to hang out. I'm surprised that he even remembered me when I called him a few weeks ago. With the amount of drama with that letter...Damn. I had such a thing for ( Read more... )

Lance Harwell emailed me back tonight. I was completely surprised that he emailed me back. He sounded like the memories that he had of me were good ones. That is a good thing, considering that the last few times we saw each other were awful. I can't beleive remembering me like that, that he'd ever even want anything to do with me. So, thats good ( Read more... )

I got a phone call today to go in for a job interview. Apparantly I had faxed my resume in like 6 months ago. I don't know if I'll get it, but ( Read more... )