well, im working at leonardtown ford right now and my tummy hurts so bad:( but yea, i'm lucky my mom called me cuz i didnt even wake up when britts alarm clock went off and neither did she. Me and ryan are doing great. I'm trying to withdrawl from school and get my G.E.D. cuz i hate school with a passion. A lot of people have told me that i'm ( Read more... )

Yo i know its been a while since i've gotten on here. Im sorry my dear and loving fans..hehe..just to let you know, i've been back from florida for a few weeks now. Me and joe broke up and will NOT be getting back together..and joe if your reading this, FUCK YOU..anywho, me and ryan are back together, and i'm glad because ryan treats me with ( Read more... )

I'm leaving for Florida on Monday, and i really want to spend some time with joe, but it doesn't seem like he cares if we do or not. Hes having too much fun with his friends to spend some time with me. He told me im the most important thing in his life, but it doesnt seem that way. I hate the fact that we broke up before and now that we're back ( Read more... )

three years ago today i was raped for the first time. I wish i coould tell you guys that i'm 100% over it but i'd be lying. I hate feeling like this tho cuz i love Joe so much and i just wish that i didnt feel like this. I only get this feeling during june, july, and august though, so its not too bad. It just sucks becuase i dont wanna give into ( Read more... )

me n joe are doing GREAT!!! i love him with all my heart!!! anyway! i leave for florida in 18 days. im excited but nervous cuz i'll be there for 3 weeks and im going to miss everyone so much. im really going to miss these 4 people the most.... 1.) Joe 2.)BERTENY 3.) MY LIL BETHIE-BOO and 4.) call me sappy but, my mom. lol...yes even tho im 16 i ( Read more... )

yup sick again damn it...i have broncittous....grrrrrrrr

I'm so tired of ryan fucking calling me...so from this moment on, no matter what happens....no matter how pissed he gets...i am NEVER EVER TALKING TO ryan AGAIN...i'm with the one i want to be with. I love Joe with my whole heart and there is nothing anyone can do to change the way i feel. I just feel bad because i was talking to ryan for a lil ( Read more... )

TO MY DEAR SWEET JOE, I LOVE YOU BABY MORE THAN ANYTHING IN THE ENTIRE WORLD!!!! KISSES...LOVE YA BUNCHES, LAURA

although now my dad doesnt know if he's going to leave carol. he says that he is confused, but i truely hope he leaves the BI***. i hate her so much. i think shes like the devils little sex slave or something. well, im outta here...lata, laura