i have had the worst few weeks ever and it just seems to still spiralling downwards out of control. i have no job, jay is completely blanking me and it sucks cos i got ridiculously close to the twat and i spoke to him everyday and now it feels like he doesnt want to kno me altogether. it hurts so much he wanted to just b friends and now is treating ( Read more... )

bla n lalalala ( Read more... )

I feel well happy at the moment ( Read more... )

last year aint been too bad ( Read more... )

woot off to camden 2moro cant wait will b fun fun fun spending lots of dosh no doubt!!! might even persuade me folks to buy me summit lol doubtful tho ( Read more... )

Yesterday i was excited about my bday, today im dreading it cos i bet like no one turns up i mean ive tried to get so many ppl to come out and most of them havent even replied saying yes or no which really hacks me off cos no one really gives a shit. danny will prob get stupidly drunk as always and will prob go into one of his moods i bet u he ( Read more... )

I hate it here, i love the people but i hate my course and i hate being away ( Read more... )

hungover....
such fun last night was crazy!
and i am a little thief!!!
so far ive got a traffic cone, some sunglasses and a beach ball!
the guys stole two chairs on the first night too!!

hehehe!
pub crawl tonight!!
my liver!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dont get me wrong im loving uni ( Read more... )

im so lost at the moment, i dont kno wot i want to do.....
is uni the best place for me?
wot am i going to do after doing for years of maths
sometimes i feel i dont belong here, im not meant to do anything i have no fate
im a mistake
im so lost
im so alone
silent tears r the worst but still i will hide