im pumped for this weekend i hope its really funnn!!   yess and tomarrow im getttin some reall ygood stuff too!!  YESSSSSSSSSSS!!  im so happy!  but in other news..  lol!  i have to tell you that this no fighting thing is not working becuz we dont agree on everyhting and since your trying harder to not fight it holds your anger in and at least when ( Read more... )

ok i guess i feel really good right now....  no i do!!  LOL.  bbut really the person i love said the greatest thing to me. even thi im not 100% sure what it allmeans for us it made me feel better than i have felt in months.   im trying my best to understand so i hopeing he'll bear with me.  because i get scared to trust anyone for the fear of being ( Read more... )

this game we play

is the reason we fuck this way

i hold you down

you hold me down

till theres only breathin

without a sound

till we can gain self control

and feel our feet once again on solid ground

till we say what we wanna say

hear what we wanna hear

fight until the madness goes away

its just another day

in the fucked up lives we lead

but ( Read more... )

Aight
What the fuck are you lookin at self
You want a piece of me
Ahh man shit
The story of my life...

[Verse 1]
If I could start from scratch I wouldn't change shit
Same red bandana same 45th
Same g wagon same hoodrat bitch
Workers in the kitchen cookin up my shit
Same telephone booth same connect
That mean the same hollow tips breakin up in my ( Read more... )

I will not make the same mistakes that you did ( Read more... )

i remember when it was all good and we never fought. i remember when you touched my face and kissed me sofly.. i remember the nights and days, the good and bad. why dont you ever remember what you helped me create? why do you not see how you make me feel. we never talk the old way, and we never say anything nice. for once i wish that i didnt ( Read more... )

basically...movin to my moms house in twenty days. my life has gone hay wire and i need time away from it all. i kno its gonna hurt more than jus me, but i need to do this to be happy. Home is where the herat is. and my heart jus isnt in it where im at. the people around me are what make it half home. but their jus friends and cant replace ( Read more... )

hey hey hey ( Read more... )

well... dont really know what to say other than my moms got lung cancer, my uncles diying in the hospital of it. and i cant do a damn thing about it... but my small escape from reality has been taken away from me for a while dont know what im gonna do about it all yet. but nothing that will help anyone. jus tryin to keep it real and not be a ( Read more... )

well hey lifes goin better im doin good in school and still get to have funn!! who says you cant have it all right!! i have a new boyfriend ryan and i like him alot, i jus hope everything goes good and it doesnt turn out like the shit ive already been throgh! today i talked to someone who hates me with a passion but i dont feel the same. i want ( Read more... )