crickets man...

everytime something good happens, something comes and tries to smother it. i dont know what to say. some times i over think and over act. maybe i just need to calm down. dont know know anymore.

getting sucked into nature shows, it sometimes extreamly disturbing, and what i just saw, was naaaasty. wasps are disgusting creatures! i had no idea.. i knew i hated them. but daaaaamn.

i think every song by the smashing pumpkins describes my mood. i dont understand how some people can be such asswholes. try try try ... seems like thats all anyone can do now a days.

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and also to that person or what ever you are now adays, who cant read this but maybe can see it or feel it, somewhere out there, some how. theres not a day that goes ( Read more... )

so i just scrolled through my list of friends, and popped in and out of there journals for a moment. made me feel a little creepy, but hell i am creepy and thats why i do. i have to, i dont visit live journal awften, and when i do, i feel the strange need to delve into peoples lives, and see how much different they are then my own. pretty different ( Read more... )

Other then having the rare chance to see the movie inglorious bastards, and thinking it was very good, i had to get on to livejournal and give my self the shot at remembering some of this dream ( Read more... )

I thought today was actually going somewhere at the begining of it. We arrived to the drs appointment late, but they let us in anyway. The dr I saw today was much kinder and much more understanding then the selfish bitch, I have been seeing for the past year. Who refuses to give me a referal to a different dr, because she is the owner of the ( Read more... )

What am i talking about? people thats what i am fucking talking about. People think they can just talk to you, and make you feel comfortable then change, or, transform into someone else, or just disappear. Thats what I hate the most. When people think they can just become a really personal friend to someone then just disappear, and stop talking to ( Read more... )

I am here.... still freaking here. jesus freaking christ. I need a smoke. people need to stop bringing up sad shit on facebook and depressing me.

I spell everything wrong when I get this way. I really need to start using spell check.Jeremy just spilled his freaking beer all over the floor. Not kool. He couldnt just go to bed and let me set and watch south park with my vaporizabuddy by my self, no. oh no. and i still cant get that stupid song out of me head.