I have a boy and he is amazing.
The end.

I swore I wasn't going to cry.

Know what it's like to be shaking like a leaf and be freaking out ? I don't know what to do with myself. I just wanted to fuckin' jog on the treadmill. I really need it tonite. And my brother broke it. And I am freaking out. I snapped. I need to run. I want to run til it hurts so bad I can't stand it. I need that tonite. I'm rambling. This is my ( Read more... )

I haven't posted in awhile. I haven't felt much like it. But for some reason now, I think I should ( Read more... )

This week started out horrid. One of my best friends got engaged, and well we had to say our goodbyes. Because I have a vagina, and I kissed him when I was 12, I am supposedly still in love with him, so I must be cut off. Nice, huh. Too bad we have been friends for 11 years. And it ends like this. Whatevs, because after a horrid Monday and a bad ( Read more... )

'You dropped your name tag' and I look down to see a sugar packet. Too effing adorable I tell you. Also being escorted on his elbow to the car so I could get my wallet, just so I wouldn't be scurred. Too sweet. Tonite was also an eventful evening at 'Club Tush' . Complete with fake blood, television bashing, Edward 4o hands, trash cans, cake, and ( Read more... )

I'm an idiot and I don't know what to believe anymore. I'm good for nothing, well for one thing maybe, but I wish I wasn't.

Friday . Dan ditched me. Pleasant really. I spent the entire evening home alone and depressed.
Saturday. Spent most of the day at home alone, wasn't too wretched. Tried that stupid Insanity sauce with Tia on the phone. My tongue was nice and toasty for awhile and I had remnants on my finger and later managed to get in my eye. Umm, yeah that sucked ( Read more... )

Saturday is Sweetest Day . . . super cute holiday. Too bad I'll be home alone all day. Ha. Maybe if I'm lucky I can scrape together some cash to buy myself some chocolate covered strawberries. MMM. 3rd sweetest day alone. HaHa. I rock, I guess.

Friday, the Faint was awesome. I liked the opening band Beep, Beep too. We didn't stop dancing during the Faint. OmG. sooo much fun. Tia took me since I couldn't afford it. I love her. "Oh You". hehe. Umm , we got some taco bell for a late nite dinner. mmm. We went and hung out at Ryan's on saturday nite, kinda ended up being lame. Anthony called ( Read more... )