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Institutionalized...again
I've spent the last few days back in Western Psych East Wing in the Cope unit. Not my first time, I'm becoming way too familiar with this shit. I'm currently working on what to tell the Doctor when he comes around later today to get me the fuck out of here. Last time I was in here for 10 days. I don't blame Brandon for taking me. I miss B and ( Read more... ) -
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it's interesting to have this journal, and read others, but i think this will be the last time i post anything, i'll probably check the friend's post for a little while longer and that will be it. this just isn't for me. i don't like most people and i don't care what they think. that's kinda what this is all about. if i met anyone who i met on ( Read more... ) -
tom cruise and francis bacon
two things i immediately associate with my old friend beth. lately i had gotten an e-mail from her in reply to one i sent a very long time ago. although she was never the most scholarly of the crew, the way she understood me now was a bit overwhelming unless she hadn't meant to make such a clear observation of me mourning my adolescence. " if jeff ( Read more... ) -
hey everyone
HELP THESE GUYS, THEY KICK ASS!
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check out a great local pittsburgh band that happens to be my brother's.
go to battle.ernieball.com/battlebak/bb9/bands/hopeonarope/
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it's pottery day
today we've retrieved b's pottery wheel from our old house and his kiln from his parents house. i'm pretty excited for brandon. i borrowed my brother's camera so i could update my photo. yah, my pink is kinda faded already, i'm redoing it either tonight before we go out or tommorrow. i tried to sneak my brandon tatoo into the picture cuz i've ( Read more... ) -
fukt
i really need to get ahold of someone's digital camera so that i can change that picture. it's really old now. i'm not sure if it's a really good time to be updating cuz everything's not right in my head at this time. it hasn't been all week. my period ending usually calms me done and puts things back in to perspective but not this time. things are ( Read more... ) -
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sunday is when i think i'm gonna get so much shit accomplished and end up getting nothing done ( Read more... ) -
ugly
it seems that in the last couple weeks my self-esteem has been at an all time low. i don't remember the last time i've felt so insecure, never with brandon at least. the stress has completely taken over. i'm worried about b hanging out with ron. it's like when he's with him or talking to him, his priorities get all messed up. ummm...(me)we need to ( Read more... ) -
i'm in becky's room
oh, becky's our roommate until june when she graduates. she's clean and pretty quiet so it's working out o.k ( Read more... ) -
i'm oh so very broke
yes, i have no money ( Read more... )