I dont know why i still love you when i hate you so goddamned much. I dont even want to call it love, because i'm denying the shitt out of everything! WHY WERE YOU THE ONLY ONE WHO PAYED ATTENTION TO ME? WHY COULDN'T IT HAVE BEEN SOMEONE WHO ACTUALLY CARED ABOUT ME? WHY COULDN'T IT HAVE BEEN SOMEONE WHO WANTED ME FOR SOMETHING OTHER THAN JUST BEING ( Read more... )

I was just thinking about what a strange little child i was...

I used to tell people that i went to a school that taught me how to understand what trees were thinking and feeling. That isnt even the funny part either...i used to fondle the trees at recess.

Damnit i was a strange child.

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I said it wrong,you turned around. For that moment in time my life seemed complete. Now as i look back on it, all i can do is laugh at my self for knowing that now you think im a complete idiot. I've never been one to be shy about anything, but somehow i cant gain enough courage to say anything to you. All i can do is stare like a moron, and hope ( Read more... )

my first freshman day...

AWE TO THE FUCKING SOME!
Mr. Kuiper... not to awesome, im definatley switching out of his class, and SOON!

That fucker has a serious case of short-man-syndrome.

everyone else seems cool, but their classroom placement, not so cool.

im saddened, none of those "about me" forms to fill out, those things rocked

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My day went as follows ( Read more... )

i should really be in the world record book because in one day i've managed to lose my mom, my sister and my cat. Today has not been a good day at all! it feels like my entire life is like crumbling around me and i can't do anything at all. And now i have to go on this stupid fucking trip with my momy and my other sister. I DONT EVEN WANT TO GO! ( Read more... )

its like they know Billy, that's so strange ( Billy really does look like that, god he's so freakin hot!!)

So, i've been super lazy. Dance camp was monday-friday. Another week of it comin up.. It's been 35 hours of dance. fun.

Sally has a new apartment

Liz is home from orlando

Life's in a rut.

Laguna Beach is on...

bye

OMFG.. I LovE EARLY BIRTHDAY PRESENTS.......ESPECIALLY WHEN THEY'RE THE FIRST SEASON OF THE OC!!!!!

My sister is the coolest!

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be jealous!

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