I hate the feeling of that major realization that you really have lost your grip on all those things that you thought you finally had control of.   Last week was finals week and I seriously thought it was going to kill me.  I'm on my week "break" right now but this week is turning out worse then the last...........going back to school's going to be ( Read more... )

I want out....

note: I'm out of Kim Chee and I'm sad....

Lately I've been running up and down a hill, never knowing which way I'll be going from one day to the next ( Read more... )

It's official, I am no longer a fashion student, I am now IMD (Interactive Media design)

....graphics, internet, video and audio...

So I've spent 90% of the past week taking care of a deathly ill Derek (Hospital visit included).  I'm a little bit exhausted and I now know I love AirBorne because it stopped me from getting sick.  My Tremors have also been pretty bad lately, it's not fun.  They usually wait till right when I'm trying to go to bed.....bastards

I think I have the right to be depressed or upset even.  My life was FINALLY going well and then it turned into complete shit.

Yet I'm being looked at like I'm being unreasonable

Wow I've never not checked this in so long that I've had to go to people's blogs to see all the past entries.

I'm still alive, if barely.  I hate doctors but I guess I have to start getting used to it.  They sent me home with all these kits to show me my future.  They each have these little mats in them that you put your injection needle and alcohol ( Read more... )

Waiting for class to start, just thought I'd take a minute to give an update ( Read more... )

well it finally happened, I landed myself in the hospital...Yay me!

Now Lucy with her family of dolls
Disfigures mother with and emery board
While Charles, with match and rubbing alcohol
Readies the cat, for chuck is bored.

The young ones pour more ink into the water
Through which the latest gold fish gamely swims
Laughing, pointing at naked neutered Father
The toy chest is a Buchenwald of limbs

Mother is so lovely; ( Read more... )