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I'm not apologizing.
I don't apologize for wanting to be a wife & not just a girlfriend. If I continue to have a "girlfriend" mindset, I will not grow. I'll be stuck doing what I'm doing & I don't apologize for wanting to move forward. A girlfriend should be a potential wife as a boyfriend should be a potential husband. Relationships are investments, not hobbies. I ( Read more... ) -
Writing to keep this updated.
I can't believe I didn't update anything in 2014. It was a really hard fucking year. Definitely grew spiritually and got drug through it. I also lost my sweet baby boy Lil Bear on 11-17-14......I miss him all the damn time. It is valentines day and I just needed to write in here. Things are looking up ! More on this later but basically God is GREAT ( Read more... ) -
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So yesterday was my off day since they changed the schedule. My tarot cards told me I need to keep giving $ away to keep it flowing in my life. Since I've been helping mom, I decided I would help her a little more- in the beauty department. Her hair had gotten long and scruffy & her grays were showing. Also had nose hairs coming out and get ( Read more... ) -
Dearest journal of almost a decade..
I'd like to tell you how my life dramatically changed about 6 months ago. As you know I've been taking care of my mom the past 2 years, paying bills, keeping up with the house and still trying to maintain my sanity after they took Jim and all my moms money away. It's been really rough and I don't know a lot of 23 year olds who can do or will do ( Read more... ) -
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I miscarried. Again. -
Copied from my iPhone notepad. 9:32am
I'm really scared and stressed from the threat of miscarriage. Yesterday I was cramping, and last night I started bleeding. I don't know what it means. Am I being punished ? What have I done ? Despite all these worries I've found how thankful I am for Edwin. He really is a kindred spirit.. He cares for me truly regardless of if we are going to ( Read more... ) -
Something I had to get off my chest. 850 prayer ?
Thoughts on my mind be chokin me lately, I don't rap so you'll have to look past it but mainly these words are exploding so let me start praying ( Read more... ) -
FUCK THIS HOUSE.
I wonder what they'd do if they walked in and seen my dead ass hanging from the ceiling fan. -
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my fb status last year;
On This Day In 2010.
Ashley Conlin
it feels so damn nice outside today. no wonder i didn't go to school.((hah hello highschool repeating itself)) im gonna try to reconnect with naure. like take a nap in the grass or something. just.so.sleepy"haha, not much has changed. seriously thought about calling into work today; but i ( Read more... )