I've lost 10 pounds!!

Next it will be another 10, but I'm thinking I want to stay a little thick.
Cos, I was noticing that I'm starting to like my curves.
I fill out a halter pretty nice nowadays.
and plus...curves are sexy, right??
the boys sure do respond to them. ;)

But fuck the boys. I got a man.
As of last night, when Cody asked me out...
We've been ( Read more... )

LAST AND FINAL CUT.

if you haven't commented already, please do so at this time.
I've been procrastinating, but now I'm willing and able so, please, if you enjoy reading my posts, drop a line and you shall continue on.

otherwise- ::snip snip:: bye bye you go.

I was very pleased to see how many still wanted be friends, and this is just a last call for ( Read more... )

[[EDIT]] MAY 23. 2007 ( Read more... )

Got to do some fun things tonight. 
Yessir.

Twas a good night.

Secretly, I haven't been taking my medicine. It's only been about 3 or 4 days. I feel less "tangled", and I feel natural. I'm not saying the medicine is bad, or that it's not working. I'm just going to take a little break untill I get my shit together. Whatever that may be.

SO. Yeah. 
Shhh.

Lemme tell ya about my wonderful day yesterday ( Read more... )

MUST. UPDATE. ABOUT PAST TWO DAYS....

.....later.

Slleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep!

I don't have the energy to record these past few days. I forgot to take my pill last night, so I'm wondering if these are the effects I'm feeling. God, I hope not. I don't want to be dependant on those things.
I'm achy, restless and in slow mo. My eyes are bloodshot, but I assume that's from sleeping in Neils freezing cold room.

Okay, I'm going to ( Read more... )

"My ED" by Ashley Conlin

and what do I think? What can I think? I can't think. Maybe that's the problem.
If I thought, I know I wouldn't be doing such horrible things to my body.
Sure, there's the cliche' starving thing. 
But my ED has spawned all kinds of terrible behaviors.
My apathetic attitude towards my education.
My slowly depleteing relationships ( Read more... )

It's nasty outside.
My plans got canceled.
My boyfriend's at work.
I'm lonesome.
My bestfriend is home alone too, with nothing to do.
I have a stye.
We have no hot water.
I had to take a freezing cold shower.
I'm on the rag.
My mom just stumbled in drunk.
and there's nothing on TV,
and I don't even feeli like being online.

What the fuck, man!!!


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