in other news i hate this keyboard

i lost myself in a world of games.

games that i was playing with myself..

i just wish ii could find me

leaving to see the shattered remains of a past i never wanted to end

it feels so weird posting to this journal

love me?

someone love me in a way that only they know is possible.
I don't want you recycles kisses your recycled hugs your recycled I love yous.

I want something new. Something fresh. Something just for me.

Every breath hurts a little more then the last

i lost my way while running from happiness and responsibilty. . .

I looked in the mirror and I don't remember those scars. I forget the red marks that decorate my skin. The only thing that seems quite clear is the pain in my eyes. Pain from myself. Not from you or you or him or her or them but from myself

yesterday I changed my life. . .for better or worse. . .still not sure ( Read more... )

To everyone that has wondered where I have went. . .

My new journals new name is the same as this ones posted name. . .SadisticAngel