it's weird being a *mommy ( Read more... )

I feel so lost, as if my mind could crash at any moment leaving behind only shattered memories a few few shards of emotion that I happened to cling on to the past few months.

I don't want anyone close to my heart. But then I realize I don't even know where my heart is.

Megan I will be there in about 20 minutes.

it is funny.

i have a heart covering your initials.

i wish it could have been broken. . .just like us

I feel as though I am letting my guard down. Which I guess could be a good thing. But the people I am letting it down to have killed me before. Why be stupid enough to let them close again ( Read more... )

I wish I was independently rich enough to not have a job, , ,to have a car payment and in less then a week no where else to live. But still have enough money to waste on getting pierced and other new non necessaties.

I want to go walk around. . .

see Detroit. . .

possibly die

feeling the cold grip of reality taking grasp of my mind. . .what ever happen to living in fantasy? ? ? To being plastic and happy ( Read more... )

I feel so lost in my mind ( Read more... )

in other news i hate this keyboard