i'm the opposite about the "opening up" thing. i don't open up to strangers, only friends. i like the fact that someone i trust knows what i'm going through, or what's on my mind, or whatever else. when i see them next, i know they're on the same wavelength as me. it comforts me in some way. of course, i also have a history of opening up to select strangers, ones who i find a bond with the first moment i meet them. but that doesn't happen all that often.
i dunno, i go through weird phases of not wanting to tell anyone anything, as though im waiting for them to ask me directly. which is stupid as fuck. theres something about talking to someone that you know youll never see again thats refreshing.
that's the reason i tend to be crazy and insane in public areas (ask jessica about roie and me yelling things on the streets of the city). i don't know and never will know the people around me, so i don't care what opinions they form about me based on my actions.
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call me sometime. you make an awesome conversator.
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you like other people to initiate, dont you?
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altho my phone is so wankerly i'll end up calling you instead. make a date for next weekend sometime...
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i go through phases of agreeing with you.
sometimes it gets a little opressive.
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then again, you actually post interesting and insightful things, so maaaybe that's got something to do with it.
i too feel my youth slipping away like so much metaphorical sand. it makes me angry and sad and other feelings i do not like.
blaaaaah...
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